yesterday, i felt F for frustration. things were not going right with getting in touch with both of my ci's. luckily by today i had those bases covered. uphill lately.

i've been resistant lately to conform. i think its because i'm getting so close to calling it enough. thank goodness these next three weeks offer a break. after 5 tests down in the last two weeks and 2 more in the next two days, i'm just like i need a bahamamama break. it was a glorious day today as i got some decent sleep last night, i convinced my friend to play hooky and skip patho and we overindulged on sushi -  (i wanted to kick myself for seriously blowing budget -note to self: happy hour is only happy, if you order from happy hour menu) nearly triple digit sushi was quite a shocker. technically, we were supposed to be in class, or at the very least studying for modalities tomorrow - but instead had really good, well-needed, hearty,  laughs (and cry on the way home for overindulging in pocket and in belly). i now cannot get the idea of ronnie with a black studded hat out of my head. i will not laugh at him. just snicker. the poor guy is under the weather.

we all can't wait to break out of these cages. for me, its been depressing not seeing the return on investment with these assessments. that's where another part of my frustration lies. taking so many hours...is wearing me down. lets make it to clinicals next week. time to crack the whip.